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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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So I took this photo. I r like it. Plus and my life portrait
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Friday, January 20th, 2006
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| Time: | 2:32 pm. |
| Mood: |  anxious. | | Music: | Ya Basta!-Evan Greer. |
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"If we dont opposes the systems that create war then we are just gonna run around in circles and we're never stop it" YA! BASTA!! So my life is going we'll Im feeling the urge to ask people questions about life so I can see this world through someone elses eyes. And yesterday was awkward because I felt like their was secretes kept from me. SECRETE DONT MAKE FRIENDS!! Maybe if I stopped being giving so people cant take advantage so maybe they'll speak up. I like blunt people. Well im gonna go.
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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
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Im moving to "The Yards" by the begining of February. Its really pretty. 2 bathroom place. And I cant wait. My upstairs stomped out my ceilling. Theres a huge hole in the roof now. Im hanging out with my ladie so ive got to take off. LOVE YOU EVERYONE!
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
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This country ain't nothing but a company's dream
A couple hundred million workers, that's all that they see
Our hands on the tools, money writing the rules
From the sweatshop prisons to the cops in the schools
You got the middle class living like it's gonna last
Working longer harder hours for less and less cash
Got the media spins, Republocrat twins
Got the war profiteer-corporate executive grins
You got the heroin running through the veins of the poor
Got the ghettos locked down, paying blood for the war
You got the cities decay, the dealers to pay
And the death squads working for the CIA
You got a million new jobs inside a thousand new jails
Outsourcing the unions, profits tipping the scales
Got a brainwashed youth, a trumped up truth
Got snipers armed with rifles on the factory roof
You got a 30 minute speech full of oohs and aahs
Got the cops armed tough out there breaking the laws
You got the front row seat, to your own defeat
You got the tear gas cannisters filling the street
You got the laws all written for the rich and the white
Trick the rest of them fools into the army to fight
In a dead end game, each war the same
Got a land and a people and a market to claim
You got a woman being raped everywhere that you look
In the courts, in the jails, in the schools, in the books
Got the TV set, sexisms outlet
Got a culture full of men taught to fall for that shit
Yeah and I did too, I'm not blaming you
But I'm trying to unlearn what they said was true
Yeah and I need help, I'm not afraid to say it
It's a subliminal tool, sometimes it's hard to see it
You got a job in an office, you got your own room
Got a pen and a paper and a drive to consume
Got the suit pressed thin, got the myth that you'll win
And the raise to replace true ambition
You gotta move up the ladder at the company's speed
Gotta learn to dance quick for the company's greed
You gotta justify every step that you can
With your eyes closed tight, with your head in the sand
You gotta fight your desires to fight the police
You gotta fight your heart and your every belief
You gotta trust the leader whatever he says
With the flag held high, yeah you're already dead
You already gave up if you take their advice
If you play their game, you've paid their price
And you're gone, gone, gone, there's no turning back
Unless you realize your potential, raise the fist and react
If we look to teach other, and to ourselves
And ignore the phony remedies they stock on the shelves
We can undermine the greed on which the system depends
In hopes to build a new world based on lovers and friends
We gotta build from the bottom what we want at the top
We gotta work together if we want this to stop
From the thick grassroots to the top of the tree
I want peace, justice, and anarchy!
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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t’s not just Bush, 100,000 dead
Another war, another population bleeding from the head
Another myth of liberation, Laos, Iraq
Another silent population scared of eye-contact
The obediently waiting, watching history repeat
Content to take what we are handed, til the cycle's so complete
That every law and every leader looks exactly just like the last
We’re waiting for a future predetermined by the past
Society is wrecked it’s a grave-digging game
Teachers say it’s getting better but it’s always been the same
And it seems there’s someone making sure that it’s hard to point the blame
Cuz a structure is at fault, not a person with a name
Voting doesn’t matter because we’re voting for a class
That’ll echo all the bullshit that’s been echoed in the past
Not of justice, not of peace, but of property and cash
It’s not just Bush, it‘s systematic!
It’s not just Bush, it’s the politics of war
From the Salvadoran peasants to the folks next door
See the politicians pushing plans to denominate the globe
But global control's gotta start at home
Look around this city there's no place to hide
People working shitty jobs just to try to get by
There’s a million in the gutter but the bankers scrape the sky
Got a a cop on every corner, it's occupied
It’s not just Bush, it doesn't matter who's who
It’s true that Bush began the war we’re in but Kerry did too
You see the labels and the standards are forever set to change
But deep inside the twisted structure it’ll always be the same
Behind the wall of silence is a never-ending scream
And at the base of every law’s another well-designed scheme
It's a perect scam, a time-tested trap
You pay with everything you've got and nothing comes back
It's not just Bush, it's so much bigger
It’s pretty clear to see but no one dares to point the finger
It's the all-white jury, it's the high school recruit
It's heroin, rape, the slaves who pick the fruit
It's the tricky game of power it's the never-ending war
It's the myth there is justice in the prisons for the poor
All these years, all these people, seems nobody's looking back
Cuz it's too scary to face the facts
If it’s not just Bush, then who can we blame?
Where can we point, to whom can be complain?
Is there something we can build, something we can make?
Something we can shatter, something we can break?
We’re climbing up the stairs but we know not where we are bound
So when we get up to the top we simply fall back down
And then we get back on our feet and the cycle repeats
And the cycle repeats, the cycle repeats
But the truth is this: We dig our own graves
We’re conditioned to continue on a path that’s prearranged
We all play our part, like actors on a stage
Only we can break the cycle but our roles must change...
We suffer from our silence and our willingness to die
And if we never raise our voices then we’ll never ask why
So I keep up hope and I wish us well,
But if we’re scared of one another, then we’re scared of ourselves.
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Friday, January 6th, 2006
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So I'm thinking of someone. Im gonna have fun to night and Im gonna ask if she wants to dance.
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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| Subject: | Fuck off |
| Time: | 3:57 am. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | Buffalo Wyoming-Tom Frampton. |
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Some people I know go through relationships like tampons. STOP DATING IF YOUR GONNA BE A GOLD-DIGGER AND ONLY DATE PEOPLE SO YOU CAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF AND TAKE EVERYTHING OF THAT PERSONS BELONGINGS! Like feelings. God I'm in a pissy mood. I hung with Leah today I mean that was awesome. But otherwise lots of people in general were pissing me off. This maybe my defense mechanism but I'm gonna say this loud and clear.
FUCK OFF!!
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Friday, December 30th, 2005
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Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
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Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
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I feel like a prisoner of american terrism. I dont know why but I do.
I wish a girl out there would be with me. its sad to plea for lust or love. But Im sick of being lonely. I wanna share my life. Im sick of holding it all to myself.
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Monday, December 19th, 2005
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Hanging out with my brother.
Having a girlfriend.
Having warmth when im out skating.
Having my dad get pissed for stealing his batteries.
Having my sister getting yelled at for being a whore.
Having love.
Sitting at Ashy's house watching movies.
I miss my old life.
I dont like this new I have to be mature life. I miss being crazy.
Now I go to work everyday, Eat my vegan food and smoke cigarettes.
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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Drugs is all the are running thru my friend veins. He needs to stop. Killing himself slowly is no reason to do it that way. If you wanna die cut deeper. Im not knowing what to do. Im so confused. I might move to gladstone if things dont work.
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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Im finding myself in more and more shit everyday. My friends and I's doggy died last night. IM gonna be homeless yet again. My roomates are moving back to idaho. I cant afford this place on my own. Unless I know someone with a good job and well move into this house with me sence Im still on the lease. I cant afford bills. I can do the best I can on rent but like heat electric and water I cant pay. My job is dicking my hours and im still yet single and unhappy. My obligations are running thin. I have nothing again. I just want things to work.
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:31 pm. |
| Mood: |  calm. | | Music: | Help save the you of america from exploding-Less than jake. |
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Got a job paying about 13.25 an hour getting people to sign for kids. Im for sure gonna get a place. Lasted two days of worthless high school bullshit. Im so not dating. I was better off not dating period. IM listening to less than jake! WOoohoooo. I r love...
me!
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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I r dating girl. I r like this girl. this girl r like me. We R happy.
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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| Time: | 9:42 am. |
| Mood: |  sad. | | Music: | Little Boots-Knucklehead. |
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Ever feel like your cheating yourself?
I feel this way with one girl I want to hold and help so bad. But I feel like it will never ever happen. She wants someone she can hold and cuddle and hug and kiss. That person could be me. She doesnt see when your young things only last for so ling. It never last forever. I would know this because its happend to me. Im not feeling so good and I dont know what to think. I want to help her so bad. I think maybe I like to much. Maybe I should stop...
Stop... With me
Stop... With Her
Stop... With exsistance.
Not feeling so happy
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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So I was on my way home and some ladie barfed on me and we had to stop the bus and get on another and I waited in someone elses soiling vomit for like an hour. Then I came home and did my resume. Going in tommorrow for my G.E.D test. Spent my money today on bills and food and cigarettes. Hung out with bre befor I got my check. She is helping me with my thoughts. I feel like ive forgoten everything. Education-Math, Science I USED TO BE SO GOOD AT SCIENCE!! Work-Keeping up! Life-Everything. Maybe its because im young and sharp as a knife.
*Spits on the floor*
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Monday, September 19th, 2005
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No more false intelligence please.
Belgirent lies from this bullshitting materialistic bastard is all I hear and see.
As of me...
Work
Work
Eat alittle bit
Hang out
Band Practice
Work Work
And as of Mr W Bush
Bu ll
Sh it
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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Volunteer meetings for International Peace Conference - Local and out of state volunteers needed
We greatly welcome the help of people of all backgrounds.
Thursday, Sep 15, Oct, Nov, and December 2005 Volunteer Meetings for planning the AWBC 2006
Volunteer Meeting on 9/15/2005 for AWBC
The next volunteer meet-up for the A World Beyond Capitalism conference:
Time and Date: 7pm-9pm, Thursday, September 15th, 2005
Location: Liberty Hall, 311 N. Ivy. Portland, OR 97202. Free vegan refreshments.
The volunteer meet-ups for the 2006 AWBC conference will be on the third Wednesdays of every month:
Time and Date: 7pm-9pm, Wednesday, October 19th, 7-9 PM, 2005
Location: Laughing Horse Bookstore, 3652 SE Division St.
Portland, OR 97202.
Free, light vegan refreshments.
Time and Date: 7pm-9pm, Wed. November 23rd, 7-9 PM, 2005
Location: Laughing Horse Bookstore, 3652 SE Division St.
Portland, OR 97202.
Free, light vegan refreshments.
Time and Date: 7pm-9pm, Wed., December 21st, 7-9 PM
Location: Laughing Horse Bookstore, 3652 SE Division St.
Portland, OR 97202.
Free, light vegan refreshments.
Bike maps with directions, bus information and detailed driving directions with maps (for local or out of state origins) are found on our website by clicking on the ‘volunteer’ link. We are coming together to volunteer for conference positions, submit conference proposals and to help make the conference as community inclusive and productive as possible. All meetings are suitable for the entire family. The bookstore has a children’s play area so you are welcome to bring your infant or children. We greatly welcome people of all races, ethnic groups and marginalized groups.
We greatly welcome the help of not only face-to-face volunteers but also volunteers who can only help from out-of-state, or out of country who work-from-home with or without the internet.
Love and Peace,
AWBC 2006 Organizing Team Members
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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Lack of sleep.
Lack of feeling good.
I have kidney stones.
Im pissing pebbles.
Im in pain.
Still working
Still rocking as ever!
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